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慌乱乱的心,很是郁闷,& #24037;作不好,买房子也遇 1040;了前所未有的困难................
烦烦烦...
 2004 because he was not taking good care of himself, he got a terible sick in hospital. he always have meal very fast, maybe lest than one mins he can finish a meal. even when he was eatting fish with fish bone. fish bone was stack in his throat, he could not swallow it in the stomach and the worse is that he could out make it out of the throat. he never know he need to see a doctor or what he need to do to get rid of it. he just keep it there and bothered him for many days. finally, the fish bone was putrefy in his throat and have very very infected to his body. he tried very hard to cough, he was stupid enough to think if he do so, the fish bone would come out of his throat. but, unfortunatly, since he coughed toooooooooooooooo much, his lung been hurt and so as his throat. he nearlly dead because of it. my mom called emergency and sent him to hospital. at that time, Dingan hospital didnt even dare to accept him since they never have any case like that. then he had been transmited to city hospital. he was been told that he was in pretty danger. doctor suggested us to accept any bad news at any time. after have been spending about 70000 or more money, he was luck enough to be ok and come back home.
however, two days before, he made a big mistake again. he has been arrested and he is in jail now.
he has been doing business with an equipment store for several years. the employee who worked in this store stole lots of stuff from the owner and tried to sell it. my brother was one of the thefts' customer. how stupid he is. finally, the owner found out that and called the police. the police arrested all the thefts in his store and then my brother was disclosured. he didnt even know it was illegal(he knew, but...) he said yes to the police. he told them yes he knew the stuff which he bough from them were stolen. ofcourse, he was been arrested and in jail now. i dont know how to express my disappointed. so many things had happened on him so far. such as when he was young, he studied very very hard, but he never got good scorces at school. he didnt even get enough scorces to attain high school. so as college.everybody seems just know that he is unlucky. however, for me, i would rather think he likes to do things without using his brain!!!he had spent 9 years from elementary school, high school, and college. totally it was 12 years in school. it is enough to get basic knowledge to live a life. it has bothered me sine the first day i heard about it. what can i do? that's a huge perspnal flaw!!! i am shamed on hime. hope he realize that. it is fucking suck!!!
economy is so bad, i have beart a lot about jobless...
and yesterday, one of my online friend's husband's company start to layoff 2% employees and decrease 10% sallaries.
and in my company, even though it is just a grocery store, but since june 2009, we have decreased about 30% sales. and all of the part time employees have been cut a lot hours. it does really scare people. in my mind, i thought no matter what people have to bay grocery because we have to eat. however, most of our old customers have transfered to some other competive store to seek food which have better price than ours.
tuition is going up... hehe get to graduate as soon as possible.
maybe because i am a Gemini, ideas come to my mind so fast and never last for long...
mybe that's why my life have never been stoped changing and i thing that'a a big reason i can not achieve something big.
i have never put myself at a solid condition, i have not been focused myself on a long term job
i have changed many many companies after i quited my first job.
i think if i can focuse on sth for long then my life will be totally different...
i would not suffer so much, i would still working like a dog and cow in that f***ing 100 world bigest state company
i would still be a bad employee(i mean who always have different ideas and sometime dont want to listen to my boss if my boss's ideas were not as "good "as mine)
i always told myself i have to change myself not only my temper but also my Black or White mind.
however, it is not easy. maybe it has been deeply fostered in my mind since the first day i received the treatment from my strick mom. my mom tried to correct everything i have done. this is not good that is not good, you could not do that you could not do this. i could not eatting while i was walking. i could not wave my hands while i was walking because if in her little mind, if i acted like that i was not a good girl...i could not talk or cry even at the time she yellded at me...i have to listed to her and do whatever she said it was right so...
i remember that i even tried to fight her when i stood near the well, i tried to push her away when she balabala... i didnt know why i was so brave at that time, i tried to beat her by my hat and i fighted back... what i have done shoot? her... she didnt alowed me to go to university for higher education, but i fighted for it and then i got the chances...she was not allowed me to do this do that......................
i can not pass it when i am thingking about my weakness, flaw, or shortpoint...
i always excuse that at my mom's bad parent treatment on me.
i hate it and i though i could not pass it by myself...
how can i get rid of it?
do i need to visit a psychology?
1. employees should be guaided against their personal life impinge upon their job performance 2. company-sponsored social events 3. it helps to produce a great cohesiveness in an organization 4. based on a psycological standpoint, people have a need to busy themselves with meaningful activities. 5. the process of making or doing sth frequently has implication far beyond the product. 6. some personal fallings can serve as catalysts for great achievement. 7. supplant/ replace the fact that edducation have supplanted money and property in this role is owing to a more egalitarian system of higer education, as well as merit-based hiring practices than generally value individuals over their family fortune or connections. 8. the pitfalls of such a technique outweigh any of its potential advantage. 9. infringe the right of free expression 10. it repudiates some of our basic intuitions about success 11. it belies our intuition about the concept 12. palpable and profound 13. anecdotal many anecdotal
translate something from one of my friends' personal Blog!!!
Why I have to work? This question seems like easy to answer, based on my intelligence quotient, emotion quotient, and have been educated by the conventional education in the initial stage of socialism, I can blurt it out that I just want to make some money for my family. However, if adding two words like “working hard” on it, it becames suddenly became profound and meaningful. Why I have been worked so hard? Do I have not enough money to support my basic life? First, let’s forget about money. Based on my experience, there are not any connections between “Working hard” and “making big money”. Furthermore, I can not even tell that they are at the same table??? In another word, It is not because I have been worked hard then I can get a harvest festival. It is the same that even I have not enough money, I could not make it better through working hard. Yet, at this point, I am not short of money. I have thought it throughoutly, I will keep my life style as always even if I win a 500 million RMB lottory because it just can helps me to buy a biger house and nicer car. Yet, it can not improve my life position and increase my social class. how about win a 5000 million ticket? It maybe can made a big different if I win a 5000 million. However, the probability to win a 5000 million ticket is less than one out of 5000000.00. it tells me that I have not chances to get it, I am totally give up my dreams about it. being welthy will never hurt me, but based on my financial and health position, I am really not that die for money. In conclusion, I am not working hard for money. From what I have been mension above, I can summarize that I work hard justbecauseiam a enterprising person.
have not updated my blog for long time
something have been happened, and all of those helped me made up my mind that--escape--
finally, i have been restarted pick up my GMAT text books
but i found out that the essays in the writting section were all written by the professor who stay in china.
they wrote the examples were good but they were difical for american to understand them because there are so many differences betweem China and America.
i have a plan, i am going to translate some chinese writting into english version, help it can help me improve my english writting skills.
one more weakness i have found out was that i do not have anything light points when i start to write, thats really killing me...
and it seems like that i have forgot how to deal with the permutation and combination problems...
Censorship of television and radio programs The extent to which the broadcast media should be censored for offensive language and behavior involves a conflict between our right as individuals to freely express ourselves and the duty of government to protect its citizenry from potential harm. In my view, our societal interest in preventing the harm that exposure to obscentity produces takes precedence over the rights of individuals to broadcast this type of content. first of all, I believe that exposure to obscene and offensive language and behavior does indeed cause similar behavior on the part of those who are exposed to it. Although we may not have conclusive scientific evidence of a cause-effect relationship, ample anecdotal evidence establishes a significant correlation. Moreover, both common sense and our experiences with children inform us that people tend to mimic the language and behavior that are exposed to. Secondly, I believe that obscene and offensive behavior is indeed harmful to society. The harm it produces is, in my view, both palpable and profound. For the individual, it has a debasing impact on vital human telationships; for the society, it promotes a tendency toward immoral and antisocial behavior. Both outcomes, in turn, tear apart the social fabric that holds a society together. Those who advocate unbridled individual expression might point out that the right of free speech is intrinsic to a democracy and necessary to its survival. Even so, this right is not absolute, nor is it the most critical element. In my assessment, the interests served by restricting obscenity in broadcast media are, on balance, more crucial to the survival of a society. Advocates of free expression might also point out difficulties in difining “obscene” or “offensive” language or behavior or behavior. But in my view, however difficult it may be to agree on standatds, the effert is worthwhile. In sum, it is our best interest asa society for the government to censor broadcast media for obscene and offensive languagee and behavior. Exposure to such media content tends to harm society and its citizenry in ways that are worth preventing, even in light of the resulting infringement of our right of free expression.
we fighted a lot last night
i did not cry, and i dont know why i was clam after we finished fighting
i was calm but i know that i felt meanless and holpless
does he love me?
does he know me?
how does he love me?
how and what does he know me?
do i love him?
do i know him?
how do i love him?
how and what do i know him?
now i just know that live a life without love, life means nothing to me, it is so scare to think about it
have a great day
fall semester is coming
get to stady hard again, but fortunately, this semester i am not going to have any ENGLISH WRITTING courses
yeah!!!!!!!!!
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