Chasing these familiar thoughts that bring back flashbacks of last time.. The last time this happened.. Wasnt too long ago.. Ripping at eachothers throats, tearing up our insides.. But we never really show it.. Just kinda hide it deep inside.. And you're the only one who really feels it.. So extremely tough to even describe..
It hurts me so much to see the ones I love suffer from what life has given us,
too see them shed that small harmless tear that kills every little feeling
and hope in your body and mind. It feels as if I am being chased by shadows
of chains unable to save you from pain and wrong. As I stood there holding you in my
arms as you helplessly cried I felt it was the most beautiful but heartbreaking feeling.
I didnt want to let go as for that moment I felt I had you, and I made a small but better
change in the way you go about your day knowing that even though Im younger I was still
there for you as much as I could have been. As to this day my love for you has grown
far more than imaginable. Deep down I know you are ok, and I have faith that you always will be.
